Helping those who are not wanting to see, not wanting to hear

Posted on January 27, 2012 by Joanna

J writes:

My life has taken many twists and turns. I’ve been a professional social worker, addict and streetwalker. Today, I’m employed as a traffic control person while I await a pardon, afterwards I plan to resume Social Work with a keen eye on doing something to heal and resolve the issues of dead/missing prostitutes in our communities. Poetry flows, research continues but I am at a lose on how to further pursue my life purpose. A few weeks ago, my night was filled with red dots on a google type map, which were pointing me in the direction of bodies…I have been interviewed by R.C.M.P, with hopes of producing key information. However, the drugs at the time, clouded my memories and rendered me seemily useless. It’s not a popular subject, even among my social work peers and I feel a lose of direction.

 

The guide’s response:

This one is such  a romantic being, one who loves love, loves the excitement of being.  Dear one, that critical edge of life has always attracted you to the highs and lows; it is why you write.  I might say you are an emotional, critical being.  It isn’t that you are wanting to be in the highs and the lows, but that you have found in your path that is where you feel the most alive.  There is a great part of you that is numbed and so it seems the highs and lows are the only part of your path that speak to you.

That is why you see those that the rest of your civilization does not see.  In time that you grow, you will give voice to those that cannot speak.  But not that the society will see them, but that they will see themselves.  Some beings need actual one-on-one, to help with their growing and moving forward.  It’s as if their evolution was interrupted, great spaces of their life blocked out, whether it is the need of the memory to be blank or the need to just get from one time to another.  These beings need a kind of mothering, a gentle hand to show them the way.  It is what you have learned in life.  It is what you will teach.

You can continue your work, but remember, you will be in a difficult place to be heard and seen for many are numb that you work with, not wanting to see it, now wanting to hear.  So, take time away from it to breathe, to be.  Is it important to help find the bodies, or is it one of those highs that you seek to be seen?   I want you to choose what is good for your being. You do not need to justify who you are.  You are a blessed being, learning and growing, an ancient soul that has come to help others.  Breathe, feed your being the joy of life that is there for you.  It need not all be so painful.  Bless you my child.

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Advice for one who does not know how to move forward

Posted on January 26, 2012 by Joanna

Lulu writes:

I have had chronic neck pain for the past few years but it has gotten worse in the last 6 months. Some mornings I can’t even lift my head off the pillow and I have no range of motion. My doctors can’t find anything wrong and I am only 30 years old. I also clench my teeth very hard at night and have very vivid, often disturbing, dreams. Any idea what is causing this and what I can do about it? I am at a place in my life at a stand still and not sure what direction I’m going. I am trying to have faith, but it is so frustrating dealing with pain and depression. I feel very spiritually disconnected as well and need some guidance. Also the man in my life has blessed me and enriched my life, but is he going to come around anytime soon or do I just keep waiting… Thank you and God bless.

 

The guide’s response:

Blessed one, first try to understand that your beautiful body is the amazing place in which you learn, all that you have come to learn; that it provides much information to you. Then you will understand that your body is calling to you. It is in a deep state of needing to be still, to understand that you have had a time of great weight upon you, a time of confusion as to how to be in your world, a feeling of loneliness and not being seen.

To address the pain you may seek medical attention.  They perhaps will give it a name, an irritation. The lining of the nerves are all inflamed, there is a deep sense of inflammation.  The clenching of the jaw creates great pain.   It is because you do not know how to be in your world.  You do not know how to move forward.  You do not even breathe deeply, as if unable to know how to at this time.  So, what does one do when one’s body is telling you that you must be still?  You must see what is before you, you must understand that your choices are not being made at this time–because you wait for something, or someone else’s growth and not your own.

You have known that you need to move, to physically move, to find yourself in the circulation of other beings around you.  You feel that much around you is old and familiar–and they don’t know who you are anymore.  You still present to them that that you were, instead of who you are now.  You must step away from all of this.  You must seek that that you be.  You are waiting on the decision of another for your happiness. This is not allowing you to move forward.

Would you not question this if someone else said to you “I am awaiting to be happy at the decision of someone else.”   You would tell them choose happiness now and take a step forward to that that you so need to do.  You are looking for permission to feel pain and exhaustion.  Your body is giving you permission to feel it and yet you seek the understanding of it from someone else.  Seek it from your own wisdom, blessed one, for it is there for you.  I could tell you exactly that that you could do that would make you great happiness. But would that be your choice?

Take time to think about your choices and about how and why you make them.  Are they for your growth? Or are they for the growth of others?  You always allowed others what they needed–but  not yourself.  What do you need?  Oh yes, your conscious mind would like a pill to alleviate the pain but that would just be a band-aid and in time another pill would be needed, and another and another.

So, be still right now blessed one.  Seek your truth within. Understand your choices.  Seek something joyful for yourself.  Remember that joy, that laughter.  Bless you my child and do not worry how long this should take.  It takes as long as it takes for you to grow and that is perfection.

 

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the “overturn of souls” is a time for many beliefs

Posted on January 25, 2012 by Joanna

From our January 6th Evening

SW:  

At one of the other Circles gatherings a guide explained the current process of the overturn of souls.  Can you touch on now how we are doing now on this planet, how we are finding our balance?

Guide:

You are doing very well.  Yes.  You are just about to come out the other side of it and you will know whether it was a positive or a negative event.  Yes, it is true. These cycles often are about five years in length in your world.  But the overturn actually took 20 years.  It was a rather chaotic time, and there were a great many very, very new and a great many very, very old and very few middle-aged beings, which are the wonderful politicians and the teachers.  And so chaos has reigned.  That’s why you will see religions fighting religions, truths fighting truths, uprisings in communities, youth against aged, old ways not acceptable anymore and new ones brought forward.  Both ends, battling.

And so in this time ahead, as you are coming through this period, you are going to see it so clearly, those of you that are ready to see it clearly.  And those of you that are not ready to see it clearly will be battling furiously.  There will be no sense in those that will not listen and no ability to talk to those that have the sense.  I know that one spoke about speaking your truth and it is important.  And, your truth is what you believe to be right.  And it won’t be what everyone else thinks, it will be what you think.  And it is a time for many beliefs, many understandings of a higher vibration.  The overturn of souls can cause complete chaos in the physical world.  At other times, entire civilizations have been wiped out.  It does not need to happen now.  Do believe that calm will return.

 

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A small conversation with a being of light

Posted on January 24, 2012 by Joanna

An excerpt from our New Years Gathering with the Spirit Guides in early January.

Joanna:  Welcome.  Are you an individual guide or how does it work?  How do you know how to help other people?

Guide:    I be one of a great group, sort of grandmother types of beings, best way to describe it from your point of view.  I cannot tell a being how to do things in particular, but I can certainly assist and hopefully they can listen.  As to one, in particular, no.  I seek many.  Although I do have some favourite ones I must say, some dear sweethearts that I have always loved.

Joanna:  How do you connect with people?

Guide:  You see, dearest one, I be but a speck of light, I be but able to move this vocal chord and use this voice to convey a being of who I be.  I have not a body that constricts me from knowing all and being with all.  I dwell in oneness, a place that is all, a place of total beingness.  I know it might be difficult to understand that I have not a body for your minds wants to create a form in which this voice should come from, but I have none.   Not to say I wouldn’t want one again, it was quite a comfy thing to have a body but I do remember it was quite wet and damp.

Joanna:   We are here at the beginning of a new year…

Guide:    Oh yes, you count the years don’t you?  There is no beginning or end you know, there is just a continuum.  But it is alright to mark a place in time and say that this I shall do.  What is it about the thing that you think that you’ve done everything wrong and you need to start doing it all right?  It is not true. You just need to see each moment in its opportunity to grow.  Too often I see these markings, a certain date, and you dwell on that that was and think in some way in judging it, that it was something negative.  It brought you to this one place.   It is not a negative, it is a positive.

So seek that that is new.  You are in a precipice of great wonders in your very wondrous physical world right now.  You have no need to dread or worry from anything. And why would anyone dread a lifetime, an opportunity to grow?  But I see it so often.  Each day I see many of you as you step out dreading that that you truly have created in your path to learn and grow from.  And it weighs heavy upon you instead of holding it high as the greatest honour to be able to learn and grow.

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A past life remembering

Posted on January 22, 2012 by Joanna

An excerpt from our January 6th evening with the spirit guides

D:  

Many years ago, I was in a meditative state and in that state I envisioned a woman dressed in a pilgrim outfit  holding a little girl’s hand.  Although I could only see the back of them, somehow I knew that was me and my child.  It was so vivid and clear and yet I have never seen that vision again.  I am curious about that.

Guide:

It was a remembering.  You will have times in your life, in your path, where there will be openings to that that you are, that that you have been, places before.   Sometimes they are keys that open these.  It would be something that reminded you and opened it for you.  You trusted enough to go into that deep state and saw it.   You don’t trust easily, you  like to always be very sure of yourself. And yet, to this day you are drawn to that feeling that was there.  There was a communion that you have always been seeking.  You wonder where it fits in this path.  You wonder where.  You will know one day.  Not too far from now, you will know why that memory came forward.

D:  It is still very clear, I still see it.

Guide:

Because it is not finished, it is not complete.  Promises that are not finished stay very clear in one’s being.  And knowing that there is still yet something to be done, but not knowing what.

D:   Is there anything I can do?

Guide:

Because you are not easily led, you will find a way that will be unconditionally clear to you that this is the understanding that came with that vision.  You have a mind that some might call an iron trap, very sharp, very to the point, almost fearful of being thought foolish.  You are not foolish.  You will receive the rest of it when you are ready.

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Spirit awareness and mental illness

Posted on January 21, 2012 by Joanna

P:

I am wondering if there is such a thing that you categorize as mental illness where people are schizophrenia or bipolar?  Just a better understanding or are we labelling people like that?

Guide:

Oh, there are definitely illnesses of the brain and the mind, my dear.  And you certainly know the difference between a well brain and an unwell one.  They have no ability to care for themselves, or make choices that are healthy.  They often will seem to be unable to move forward. They are obsessed, or deciding to stay in one place.  Yes, dearest, there are many disorders of the physical body that can arise.

Are you wondering if this is a choice? Does a person choose to come in to have these things? No, not always.  Sometimes it is a condition of the world in which they be in. Sometimes it is a condition of someone they are connected with, or sometimes it is happening through a happenstance such as an accident, or perhaps a drug-induced state.   There are many conditions in your physical world that are not of spirit, but can be healed through spirit.

So, what does that mean?  It means if you open your heart to the understanding of the magic, the mystique, the wonder,that there is something there to help you.  It is like seeing your whole world instead of seeing half of it.  You don’t have to ever open up to spirit, but if you do, you will have an extra flashlight in your dark world.

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A conversation about evil and growth in the physical world

Posted on January 19, 2012 by Joanna

From our January 6th evening with the spirit guides

AJ:    

Is there anything like bad or evil in this world?

Guide:

Oh heavens yes, my dear, lots in this world.  This is where evil exists, dearest. It does not exist in spirit, no, not in the dimension where I come from.  It is the creation for leaning here.   Yes, there must be good and there must be bad.  And both are good if you understand the true understanding of growing.  Evil can be created usually by very new souls, but not always.  Sometimes other ones decide to back-track and make them do things against their very beings.  And this is evil, when you take control of another being’s path. This is evil and it does exist where you live. It does not exist where I be.

But don’t ever worry of ghosts scaring or taking your life for they do not have the power to do so.  The force to do negative its domain is in the physical world.

J :

People aren’t born that way,  are they?

Guide:

Heaven’s no.  You know I am talking about those very new souls.  You know those radiant lumps that come in and are full of piss and vinegar, that is the word.  They often don’t know what to do but they can often create a lot of chaos.  There is no satan, I’m afraid not.  That was a creation of mankind my dears.  Oh, and it worked so well.  Oh my goodness, and there are still so many are afraid of satan.

 AJ:

I wonder if sometimes people do bad things as part of their journey if that is their intention when they came on this earth?  Or, if bad things happen if it was meant to be that way?

Guide:

I suppose you could look at any situation and say it is either bad or it is good.  But if growing occurs from it, then it is not bad.  So, it is a difficult thing for me to answer.  It is true a person could take an energy and force it in a way that they thought at that time was good. Perhaps they were not evolved and don’t realize that taking another’s life was a bad thing to do; perhaps they felt it was right under their belief system.   It is true that to many others this would be evil, but to them they were so sure that it was the right thing to do.  It wouldn’t be until they were evolved farther along they would realize that that was no longer acceptable.   That they have learned, thus, the bad thing is no longer evil.

It is hard to understand perhaps in your dimension.  There are many evolved beings that come in with the sole purpose (the soul purpose) of being in the position of being abused, or murdered, or killed in order to help another grow.  It sounds a bit insane doesn’t it?  But it is true, for there is never such a strong love as to give the opportunity of growth to another being by being the one who takes the negative.

It isn’t that they set out to come to be evil, or set up another being to do evil upon, but these things are great teachings and they do exist.  But if you approach things instead of  a negative but in a positive way, if you let the love and light of who you be radiate in all things.  Then, even these great circumstances that cause a lot of dismay to others, they won’t affect you in the same way.  You will move through them with the light and love and willingness to proceed.

J:  

I just want to ask if someone is a victim of a crime,  is that something they would come in knowing that it would happen?  Or is that chance?

Guide:

Oh, they are very different things.   Chance is often an element of a greater number of like-minded beings feeling, talking, being in a way that affects other things.  When a trauma like you mention is on a path, it is often a promise they needed to learn from, or they were offering the gift of learning to another.

J:

It’s is very complicated.

Guide:

Perhaps, but isn’t life?  And yet, it is so simple.

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Listen to the body; it is an amazing receiver

Posted on January 17, 2012 by Joanna

J :

You talk about listening to our bodies when we experience pain or illness; how do we ask our bodies and how can we listen better?

Guide:

You just say, “Body, what are you talking about?”  If there’s a pain, let’s say in the knees, you say, “Alright my knee, I’m listening.”  You put your mind’s eye into it and ask what is the matter?  Be open and don’t fill every space with words.  Listen to what it says.  It might say “sad” or it might say “don’t feel secure.”  It might say “I just don’t like this place.”  That sort of thing.  And that is what you need to listen to.

Your body is an amazing receiver.  It is the greatest tool in the physical world.  You come into it with everything you need to go through each of your elements of learning, your promises.  There is nothing that it cannot bring forward.  And truly, that is what your guides are helping you do.  They are just helping you remember what you already know.  It is a reminding relationship more than anything else.  And if you feel a jab every now and then, well that is a frustrated guide pushing at you because you are not moving forward.

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Heart arrhythmia, feelings, and vibrational medicine

Posted on January 16, 2012 by Joanna

L:

I want to ask you what is going on with my heart.  It is going out of rhythm for 3 to 5 minutes,  sometimes up to five hours.  I’m really concerned about it.  Is there something I need to know that would help the situation resolve?

 

Guide:

Well, there are several things at hand, my dearest one.  You are getting very good at speaking of your emotions and your tender places within your being.  But you still need to do a bit more work of that.  You’ve had a very emotional heart a few times in this world.  You need to be able to touch it, speak it, feel it.  When a part of your body is speaking to you like this, like “yoohoo, listen to me, listen to me, you are not listening to me”– that is how your heart is going.  It is trying to communicate with you.  What happens as well, there are negative and positive ions in the heart that are now misfiring and they are all screwed up.

You can help this a great deal by a certain diet and exercise, vibrational exercise, magnetism this helps to straighten these things out as well.  And the most important thing though is to find laughter, and stop being so serious.  That is easy for me to say as I don’t have a body anymore.  But I will say to you dear that you need to laugh and find joy.  And understand that it is just a wee heart needing to talk to you and you need to listen.

So when it starts this nonsense, just take a deep breath and go okay, I’m listening.  Oh, do I need to feel that pain, perhaps I need to cry.  Perhaps I need to go and eat a hamburger.  I don’t know exactly what your voice will be telling you.  But you keep yourself a bit too rigid, my darling, and you need to mess it up a bit and get a bit more flexible.  This will help a great deal.

Now, I know your doctor will tell you many things and it is wise to use all parts of the physical world for all have good parts to them.  But it is very important for you to find a very calm, a relaxed sort of natural being to talk to about these things.  Someone who can talk to you about the positive and negative ions of the body.  This will help.  And work on giving voice to the feelings.  And it is not a crazy heart, it is a lovely heart.  You know sometimes from exercising too much like muscle lifting and the blood vessels get constricted, be careful of that.

L:  Could you explain what you mean about vibrational medicine and magnets?

There are so many things in your world that offer assistance in being in the body. Because you are made up of positive and negative charges, there is an electrical system which does affect the heart a great deal (not to say that it doesn’t affect other parts of the body as well).   You can sleep on mats with magnets, you can apply magnets to your being.  You must be wise in this and follow the whole belief system in order to feel comfortable, safe and secure within these beliefs.  You see, it must connect to the mind as well as to the body.

The conscious mind is your greatest difficulty, dearest one, for you fight with all things that are present in your path.   So your greatest negative charge comes from your mind.  The negative charge is a positive thing as it will create comfort, relaxation and freedom of stress.  You need to walk with yourself, blessed one.  You need to talk with yourself and ask what is it you do battle with?  Are you disappointed in what you have chosen for your life path?  Do you feel you have not done what you wanted to do?  Do you think you will meet someone to share your life and love with that you have not done so?  Are you feeling alone?  These are the things you must walk and talk with yourself about.

Oh yes, seek out other beliefs, seek out spiritual healing, magnets, freedom of tension through meditation, through deep relaxation, through touch.  Touch is always very good as it helps to connect the body and mind with the spirit.  I believe for you, that touch is the best.  But you must seek what is best for you.  You might unlock that mighty mind, that conscious grey matter that so wants to do the right thing; it feels it has failed you.  Bless you my child for you are not alone.  The entities that surround you are working very hard with you.  Be not angry.  Every time you feel that tension, breathe into the depths of your diaphragm, deep cleansing breaths.  Seek out touch, or gaze into another’s eyes, be rooted in being.  Bless you.

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Information for a grieving mother

Posted on January 14, 2012 by Joanna

 J:

My daughter passed away about a year and a half ago.  I would like to know why she chose to pass away at that particular time.

Guide:

This blessed being, dearest one, was not going to have your typical long path.  There were other opportunities, as you very well know, when this one could have chosen to leave, but did not.  This opportunity, though you may think was not for the right one,  but she had crossed over and seen the great peace and she had been through quite a bit of turmoil, even though you think things were starting to settle down and  become much more happy in her life. She felt very, very confined and wanted to move forward quickly with some very amazing things.

Dearest one, it might be difficult for you to understand, but this being has not left you and is very, very close to you.  She is working with you and will more so in time when you are not so tender and when it is not so difficult for you.  You are a very intuitive being and you know that you can take on that that is ahead of you.  Bless you my child.

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